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♥ Tuesday, July 28, 2009

My Complicate Life ♥

Oh man!! the time passes so fast!! It goiong to 3am soon..Didt get to sleep yet..Hope i can wake up in the morning for school later>.<

I didt feel sleepy at all, i guess just now afternoon been sleeping till 8pm+..I forgotten to wake up at 6pm to watch Music Bank in KBS2 == Missed the K-pop performance but will reply again on Saturday so just forget it.After watch televison on and was seaching a new blogskin so that i can place my music n picture on my profile.Finally i manage to do it but take soo long to complete and see the time is going 3am soon!

My mum also bless me with 50buck just now , she asked me to help her buy food and do some house wrok for her so i did and 50bucks is mine already^^My mum so kind now days,bless me with many great stuff even if i didt ask for it,after school always call me what i wana eat for lunch and all..No wonder people said "MU QIN ZUI WEI DA" i didt say it because she give me cash but it true, every little things that your mum do is out of concern and love sometime she didt show it to us so clearly but deel down she love me. Sometime u can get annoy and throw temper at her or you might think she don't understand you at all BUT She always been such a great mum to me so must learn how to treat our parent right,love them more than anyone even if they done you wrong but think out of it , it just a mistake and we also did them wrong too but they again and again forgiving you so we must do the same things, they human too right.

Anyway, my mum and me didt really say the word 'i love you' or thoes like mushy stuff but deep down i know she loves me don't have to express in words.Actually, i done her wrong many things, make her embrassed infront of people but she didt complain, always mad at her and i feel sorry for all i have done and yet i could't open my mouth to say just a simple word "Sorry".

Oneday when i can stand up by myself i will take care of her, never gona let her suffer, give her nice food , live in nice house , buy her anythings she wants and don't have to worry about anythings. That really my wish to do for her.

Dame! going to 3.30am soon going to bed now, actually i still got some more to say but anyway will continue next time..

Took this piclLast year 30DEC (WE have a
same Bithday)
*I LOVE YA MUMMY* You is Greater than EVERYTHNGS & I'm so SoRRY for what i did^^

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